It's
been hard to find the right words for this homily today. Things too
deep for words have been flooding my mind and my heart, not the least
of which is my grandmother's passing. Today is a weird and strange
day for many reasons. First, it's the only day I preach without
shoes on. It's nice weather but we can't enjoy it like we could on
Sunday. The tabernacle is empty. We genuflect to a piece of wood.
But even stranger is this: today is not a Mass. We priests do not
offer the Eucharistic prayer, we do not consecrate new hosts. In
fact, Mass is not allowed at all today. Outside of danger of death,
the only sacraments we can offer today are confession and Anointing
of the Sick. Why is that? Why do the sacraments stop today? I think
because we need to remember the source of all those sacraments,
because the source of the Mass's power, the offering of the high
priest Jesus Christ himself is today offered in the heavens before
God the Father face-to-face. Because today the world was changed
forever.
John
remembers that today's account finishes in a garden. This garden,
where so much life grows, is right now a place of death: the seed is
planted but has yet to sprout. John recalls this truth for a reason:
the events of this garden will heal the events of another garden, at
the other end of salvation history. In the Garden of Eden our
irreconcilable plight arises: human beings, created to have a
relationship with God, have forfeited it by sin, have severed it.
When Adam & Eve grasp at the fruit of the tree of the knowledge
of good and evil, we creatures commit an offense that is beyond our
remedy to heal: an offense against God, the infinite and eternal, is
something for which we can never atone. And this offense is repeated
in every one of our hearts, expecting our sorrowful mother Mary. We
all have deprived ourselves of the glory of God (Ps. 52).
So God's remedy is Jesus, God in human flesh: the one called the
Lamb of God, symbolized by the Passover Lamb sacrificed this day at
3-o'-clock, and foretold by Isaiah the prophet. through
his suffering, my servant shall justify many, and their guilt he
shall bear.
Pope
Benedict (Jesus of Nazareth, Part 2): Again and again in
the world, truth and error, truth and untruth, are almost inseparably
mixed together. The Truth [God Himself] in all its grandeur
and purity does not appear. The world is “true” to the extend
that it reflects God: the creative logic, the eternal reason that
brought it to birth. And it becomes more and more true the closer it
draws to God. Man becomes true, he becomes himself, when he grows in
God's likeness. And God's
likeness, rather, His very essence, is manifest in the Cross. Here
we see that God Himself is love that loves to the end, purely and
completely, with no hint of selfishness holding anything back for
Himself.
The
power of the cross hits us squarely in between the eyes in this way: we realize how great
is God's love, and how short and faltering is our response. Saint
Francis used to summarize the Cross, and indeed the whole Gospel in
these few words, “Love is not loved!” This is what strikes our
hearts today. Here today we mourn our failures. We mourn what sin
does. We look at it for all the filth that it is and we begin to
find healing by growing to hate sin, hate its consequences. And at
the same time we find hope. We find hope in the fact that a God who
created us out of love finds a way to redeem us; that the garden of
sin turns into the garden of salvation; that we who have sinned
through stealing a tree's fruit are now offered the pure fruit of Our
Lord's body on this tree of the cross; that we who forfeited the tree
of life are welcomed to the tree of eternal life in the cross. And
especially for me today, hope that my grandma who suffered through
the longest Lent of her life, is now finally at peace after carrying
her cross to the end.
Today
we kiss the body of our King, enthroned on a cross. As we look at
the Lamb of God, and see the horror of sin mingled with the fulness
of God's love, we find the healing for which the world has always
longed. Before this one and only source of salvation, let us lay our
burdens. We cry out as Christ did with the pains of our families,
the sufferings of the poor and abandoned, the abused and cheated, and
of the entire world. It is here alone they can be answered, here
alone where pain turns to hope.
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