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Audio on Soundcloud.
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Saturday, November 1, 2014
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Homily for Sunday - True Love: Making it personal!
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This is personal. “Alright, now it's
personal” means they are now intensely committed to something
because it is starting to have serious direct effects on them:
whether their reputation, their relationships, their livelihood, or
perhaps their very life. We don't get in-between a mama bear and her
cub because then it gets personal. When I was a kid, we had a
raccoon living in our garage one summer, and when my dad reached his
hand into that cardboard box without knowing, wow talk about
personal!
This is exactly what God is talking
about in the first reading today: He takes us personally – all of
us! But especially today, the weakest in society: the orphans, the
widows, the aliens (not meaning martians but rather foreigners). God
says if we mistreat them, things are going to get personal, “for”,
The Lord says, “I am compassionate.” God has united Himself to
us, His people, and if we mess up His Name among the nations, He will
take it personally. This should be a big wake-up call to all of us
for social justice: God's wrath flares up when He sees injustice. So
too should we have a burning desire to set things right and take calm
and prudent steps that get us closer, one day at a time, to true
peace, as newly Blessed Paul VI once said: “If
you want peace, work for justice!”
Today in another showdown between Jesus
and the religious authorities of His day, we get a glimpse into the
heart of religion. What is it all about? In many ways, a master
teacher is proven by the ability to make complex things simple
without losing the essence of them. An architect is no good if he
can't explain to me what makes a good roof: “it keeps the weather
out and doesn't fall apart.” Jesus today answers “what is
religion all about?” And even very young children can understand
this anwer: Love God, and Love your neighbor as if they were
yourself.
That's all folks! If it's that simple,
it sure makes us look silly for how often we make a poor job of it,
huh?!
Then Jesus adds an interesting phrase
at the end, and he uses the Gk. Kremetai 'hang'
“On these two commandments hang
the whole law and the prophets (i.e., the entire Jewish faith
tradition).”
Now
I'm sure you've seen, a few action movies, and in so many of them
there is a time where someone is over a big drop, and the only thing
keeping him from falling is the ledge or rope he's holding onto, or
even better the hand of another person who reached them at the last
minute. Without that grip, down they go, so long. Well, that is the
image that Jesus is using when he says “on these two commandments
hang the whole law and
the prophets.”
Love God, and Love your neighbor as
if they were yourself. And if
we don't God will take it personally. So we should take it
personally.
Our
relationship with God should be personal. It has to be more than
Sundays. We have to both give God space in the home of our heart,
and also spend time in that home with Him. God has, in fact, already
carved a home for us in the Lord's Sacred Heart. Do we visit Him by
prayer and sacrifice?
Secondly,
our love of others should be personal. Do we sacrifice ourselves for
others? There is a great almost-saint that Paul VI himself promoted,
named Pier Giorgio Frassatti, and I'd love to tell you all about him
but I don't have enough time: Fr. Bill would come shut off my
microphone! So, go to the parish website, click on the word “homily”
at the top, then click on my name. Then you can listen to another
priest's account of Pier Giorgio (especially around 8min15sec).
He's a wonderful young man of an upper class Italian family whose
love for God showed itself so clearly in love for neighbor. It was
personal for Blessed Pier Giorgio because He saw how God, in His Son
death on the cross, made it personal first. Let us make it personal,
too, and put the love of this Eucharist into practice.
Sunday, October 19, 2014
Caesar and God
Audio from 10:30 Mass: https://docs.google.com/a/stpius.net/file/d/0B1r8CMMH17Y0enZHQVFFMkpid3dUalJNcmVEUGphenhrVm5V/edit?usp=docslist_api
There are two truths that are important for today's Gospel, and they both are contained in Jesus' memorable saying, that we should all have memorized: Render to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, and to God what belongs to God.
But also, Jesus demands that we render to God what belongs to God. Caesar is not God, and neither are we. The phrase "what belongs to God" in the context of a Roman coin is meant to connect back to the creation story. The coin had Caesar's image and likeness on it, but we in our very nature were made in God's image and likeness. So for us, to render what belongs to God must mean our entire life!
Sometimes in this imperfect world Caesar and God will butt heads with each other. We know that in our society today, we are seeing conflicts between our faith and the society, and we have to take sides. Jesus will at times make demands on us to be sort of conscientious objectors to society. This is exactly what our bishops have been modeling about the HHS mandate over the past four or five years. There are other historical figures we can think of from our country as well as the world. If it is not promoting the common good, we must oppose it with humility and dialogue, trying our best to influence a change in the society. And here is your challenge for the week: do one thing that promotes the common good in our social order, whether it is researching your vote, writing to the newspaper or to your congressman, or doing some grassroots work for the common good by volunteering in the parish respect life ministries or local community outreaches. If you do that, you will be living Jesus' message for today, rendering to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, and to God what belongs to God.
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Join the Feast!!
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Spanish-American George Santayana wrote (in The Life of Reason, 1905): “Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.”
Spanish-American George Santayana wrote (in The Life of Reason, 1905): “Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.”
Winston Churchill outlined this reality
quite well in 1935, rather ominously foreboding another world war in the
future, with the following words:
“When
the situation was manageable it was neglected, and now that it is thoroughly
out of hand we apply too late the remedies which then might have effected a
cure. There is nothing new in the story. It is as old as the sibylline books.
It falls into that long, dismal catalogue of the fruitlessness of experience
and the confirmed unteachability of mankind. Want of foresight, unwillingness
to act when action would be simple and effective, lack of clear thinking,
confusion of counsel until the emergency comes, until self-preservation strikes
its jarring gong–these are the features which constitute the endless repetition
of history.” (House of Commons, 2 May 1935. Source: Churchill Museum)
We
see this playing out today in this Gospel passage. Jesus' parable works
in two directions. Looking back into the past, the Kingdom of heaven was
a free invitation God offered to His chosen people of Israel, sending the
prophets ahead of Him to invite them to the banquet to which the Messiah would
lead them. But they failed to accept that invitation, and the city of
Jerusalem, including the Lord's Temple, was burnt to the ground for their lack
of fidelity to the Lord's covenants. But looking to the future, jesus
foretells the reality that is unfolding before their eyes: the leaders are again
rejecting the invitation that Jesus offers them into the great feast of heaven,
the will indeed kill Him, and later on, when the apostles try to preach the
Lord's Resurrection and the wedding feast of the Lamb, they'll be kicked out of
the temples and synagogues again and again. Then, around 70AD, the temple
will be destroyed for the second time. History will repeat itself if we
are too stiff-necked and hard-hearted to make the difficult changes they demand
of us.
This
seems to be a disease of humanity. We are too often
"unteachable" (as Churchill said) whenever we fail make the tough
adjustments that history demands of us, which ultimately means conversion. Anyone who
makes a regular examination of conscience knows this, too. The fact is:
sometimes we let evil win by lack of foresight, poor counsel, laziness, or lack
of vision of the ultimate goal.
Fixing
that lack of vision is exactly what Jesus has been doing for us these past
weeks with these parables. Every single parable has mentioned "The
Kingdom of God" or "The Kingdom of Heaven." Jesus wants us
to think about heaven, he wants us to have a vision so that we can have the
enthusiasm to go after the goal, the focus to run the race of life. One
thing you can do this week is spend some time reading that vision in
the Sunday Gospels of past weeks - just think about what God's Kingdom,
heaven, is like. Last week we saw how heaven is a vineyard that is meant
to produce an abundant harvest of grapes. On Sept. 28th the Kingdom goes
to the son who obeys God's word with deeds. The week before that it is
the reward of a hard day's work (even when we don't fully deserve it).
Before that (if it wasn't trumped by Sept. 14th's feast of the Exaltation
of the Cross) the kingdom of heaven is a place where we forgive others because
our master has forgiven us so much more.
And today, Heaven
is a banquet that the King Himself invites you to. If Pope Francis
sent a bishop to your doorstep to invite you to a dinner, you probably wouldn't
say, "sorry but we have a soccer game," or "my house is a
mess" or "I just need to relax today." Well, God isn't
Pope Francis, or rather, Pope Francis isn't God, so let's not allow any excuses
keep us from the invitation to heaven that God Himself invites us to for our
eternity. Furthermore, don't let those things keep you from Mass on
Sundays, which is the true wedding feast of the lamb, as the priest says
every time he elevates the host before communion time: "Blessed are
those called to the supper of the lamb". You are called. Experience
the joy of that call. Leave behind the less important things and get that
deeper spiritual vision of what life is really all about. When you spend
time seeing what the Kingdom of Heaven is like, your hearts will start burning
in a way they never have, and you will be happier, more peaceful, more
effective in your daily works, and a more joyful witness of God's love to
others. Don't let history repeat itself again: accept the King’s invitation,
make the changes you need, and come, join the feast!
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Homily - Saint Francis and Good Fruit
Recording from 10:30am Mass: Click Here
What kind of fruit are we bearing? What kind of tree are we eating from?
Today, when the scriptures demand of us a clear produce of proper fruit, we should also recall the two great trees of the Bible, because if we are what we eat, then we have to ask ourselves what kind of tree we are spending time with. One tree is the tree of the old man, Adam, the tree of the knowledge of good and evil which is the source of our divided human heart: part of us afraid of God and the healthy part of us always reaching for Him. The other tree in the story of the Fall is the tree of life, which in the fullness of time was revealed as the Cross, where we die to our disordered nature and find new life in the new humanity begun in Christ Jesus.
These two trees today are at every moment battling for our hearts as loud, annoying, and effective as any television or radio commercial. Which one do we spend our time listening to? The old sinful ways of the tree of pride, the tree of sin and death, the tree of a divided heart, or the tree of humble obedience and rebirth? How do we do eat of the fruit of that tree?
Ultimately it is connecting with God in prayer. Prayer is done in all kinds of ways: coming to Mass, reading Sacred Scripture, journaling, using a technique of one of the saints such as Saint Ignatius, Teresa of Avila, or John of the Cross. Singing Christian music of any era can be prayer. Simply put, it is looking with love up to God again and again.
Saint Francis, the patron of our pope, had his feast day yesterday, and he has some words about bearing good fruit in our life, and he sees that in order to produce fruit, we have to be connected to the tree of life through our prayer.
These two trees today are at every moment battling for our hearts as loud, annoying, and effective as any television or radio commercial. Which one do we spend our time listening to? The old sinful ways of the tree of pride, the tree of sin and death, the tree of a divided heart, or the tree of humble obedience and rebirth? How do we do eat of the fruit of that tree?
Ultimately it is connecting with God in prayer. Prayer is done in all kinds of ways: coming to Mass, reading Sacred Scripture, journaling, using a technique of one of the saints such as Saint Ignatius, Teresa of Avila, or John of the Cross. Singing Christian music of any era can be prayer. Simply put, it is looking with love up to God again and again.
CCC-2010 Since the initiative belongs to God in the order of grace, no one can merit the initial grace of forgiveness and justification, at the beginning of conversion. Moved by the Holy Spirit and by charity, we can then merit for ourselves and for others the graces needed for our sanctification, for the increase of grace and charity, and for the attainment of eternal life. Even temporal goods like health and friendship can be merited in accordance with God's wisdom. These graces and goods are the object of Christian prayer. Prayer attends to the grace we need for meritorious actions.
Saint Francis, the patron of our pope, had his feast day yesterday, and he has some words about bearing good fruit in our life, and he sees that in order to produce fruit, we have to be connected to the tree of life through our prayer.
"Furthermore, let us produce worthy fruits of penance. Let us also love our neighbors as ourselves. Let us have charity and humility. Let us give alms because these cleanse our souls from the stains of sin. Men lose all the material things they leave behind them in this world, but they carry with them the reward of their charity and the alms they give. For these they will receive from the Lord the reward and recompense they deserve. We must not be wise and prudent according to the flesh. Rather we must be simple, humble and pure. We should never desire to be over others. Instead, we ought to be servants who are submissive to every human being for God’s sake. The Spirit of the Lord will rest on all who live in this way and persevere in it to the end. He will permanently dwell in them. They will be the Father’s children who do his work. They are the spouses, brothers and mothers of our Lord Jesus Christ."
Let us bear that great fruit then, connected to the Tree of Life, the Cross, through this Eucharist, and through our commitment personal prayer, bearing the fruits that God demands of those who bear His name before the world, always displaying the Joy of the Gospel.
Sunday, September 21, 2014
Homily - Views on Work: Stewardship vs. Consumerism
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I want to make sure before my long tirade that we all are clear on the main point of this Gospel, so here it is: Heaven is worth anything - anything, even martyrdom. Don't get sucked in to imagining that it's not enough to satisfy every single desire you could ever want.
If we look around, we can see that work is not just about money. The teachers in our school aren't doing it for the big paycheck, folks. Their excellent skills could be compensated much better in public schools, but they stay at St. Pius because there is something besides money in their work here.
In today's Gospel parable, some of the workers are sucked into the culture's way of thinking. They look at work with a consumerist mentality: "what am I giving? what am I getting?" Apparently consumerism has been around for quite some time in one form or another. But the interesting thing about those 11th-hour workers is this: were they playing the game of "the best deal" or were they resisting a consumerist mindset? I think they were waiting around for something worth giving their lives to. And when the Lord invited them, they jumped at the opportunity and discovered a better way to live: Stewardship.
Stewardship helps us to think about work and about money at a deeper level: ultimately, every good thing we have is either a direct or derivative gift from God - it can all be traced back to His generous love. Along with that, our work is a necessary collaboration with God's plan for our world: to make a communion of saints here on earth and not just in heaven. So work is much bigger than just money, and here are some big examples:
1. Whether it is a paid job, a sport, an artistic talent, a chore at home, or a school assignment, work sanctifies us. We become saints one bit at a time, something that money could never buy. Work fosters virtues in our hearts: discipline, perseverance, patience, courage, prudence, self-control, humility. All of these are the building blocks of holiness, and many are fruits or gifs of the holy spirit.
2. Work build's God's kingdom of peace and justice. By work, we get a chance to let God work through us in bringing heaven to earth.
3. Work teaches us to love. In work, we learn how to properly relate to others and give of ourselves. So many parts of any task (paid or otherwise) are done better if we are considerate and kind toward others. This helps us to infuse love into all that we do.
Those are just a few examples. I welcome you to think up some more from your own reflections.
Lastly, we find ourselves in the parable among those workers. The question comes to all of us: who will you serve? God or stuff? Will you be a consumer, or a steward? As I now invite Jan Druyvesteyn to come forward for her witness in stewardship, let us pray for the grace to remember that heaven is worth anything.
Witness Message for Stewardship Services - September 20 & 21, 2014
Saint Pius X Catholic Church (by Jan Druyvesteyn)
Four years ago this fall, I began weekly sessions in RCIA, thanks to Father Bill’s encouragement. I was received into full communion in the church the following Easter Vigil, and things have not been the same since. That’s the reason, this Stewardship Weekend (Sunday) I am grateful to share my story.
By way of introduction to the Catholic Church my husband (a new Catholic himself) gave me a subscription to The Magnificat – the monthly meditation that I know many of you read. The daily Scripture readings, prayers, and meditations opened my heart and fed me spiritually. So much so, that after a year, I was actually “dependent” on reading it each day. That was the beginning of the path that led to Saint Pius. What was happening, I realized, was the fulfillment of the words in the Epistle of James, chapter 4:8, “Draw near to God and he will draw near to you.” And God did – beyond my imagining.
To my surprise, I discovered that the Scripture readings for today hold that same message: Isaiah 55: “Seek the Lord while he may be found, call him while he is near,” and Psalm 145: “The Lord is near to all who call upon him, to all who call upon him in truth.”
So – drawing near to God ever more faithfully through prayer, reading God’s word, and listening in silence to the Holy Spirit, re-set priorities in my life. I began closely watching how I used my time and ally resources. I realized I was swept away – as most of us are – by the presumed “need” in our society for more and more possessions, for the excuses to be self-indulgent (think... specialty coffee drinks, the extra glass of wine … fill in the blanks) – and the mindless living with excess.
What’s interesting is that I didn’t intentionally decide to change any habits. The changes occurred because I had drawn nearer to God. And one of those changes, or decisions, was how – and how much – I was giving to the church. I no longer viewed my annual pledge as an obligation, but rather an act of worship. It’s thanksgiving! And that’s also what the Eucharist is for us each time we are here in worship to receive the body and blood of Christ.
All that we have is from God – entrusted to us to serve him. So I asked myself, “How can I possibly thank God except to return to him in thanks-giving ALL my gifts: time, talent, and treasure.
We are blessed to be members of this parish, to worship in a community that supports one another and seeks to be faithful witnesses of Christ’s love. We are blessed by Father Bill and Father Terry who lead us in worship and help guide us along our way through life. Many of us know what it’s like to have Father Bill walk through the door of a hospital room. He is in that instant the face of Christ. And how often he, and Father Terry come alongside us when we are in need of comfort, support, or blessing.
I had a very dear friend, name Elsie, who rather late in her life discovered the peace and joy of drawing near to God. Elsie always said, “Gratitude is everything.” May we all count our blessings today – in gratitude – and pray for what we might do to repay those blessings – past, present, and future to our wonderful parish. May we all be disciples – shining witnesses of Christ’s love to the world – so others may come into this fellowship, welcomed as I was, into the open arms of Christ’s love. For this, I give praise to God, and I thank you.
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Homily for Saint Joseph High School (Wed. - St.Robert Bellarmine)
1 Cor. 13 is a passage that is used so often in marriages that priests joke about getting tired of it, but really no one gets tired of love, seeing it, hearing about it, living it.
As we have the service organizations by the chapel during lunches this week, I think it is important to remember that the word for love in Latin is caritas, charity, and the saint for today, Sept. 17, is a great example of charity. Robert Bellarmine was an important apologist, who explained the faith during the protestant reformation. Buried in Rome where he took care of so many beggars, Bellarmine was known for pawning off even his episcopal ring, and at least twice his own bed mattress in order to give money to the poor around him. His financeer who was in charge of his giving as well, would often complain about things disappearing in the residence such as the drapes, to which St. Robert Bellarmine said "the walls won't catch a cold!" Instead of big decorative graves for his parents, he took care of the needy in their name. Rome called him il nuovo poverello, the new little poor-one, referring to the great Saint Francis (which was actually Robert's middle name and his patron).
But Charity and service are meant to fill up our whole lives: we are called to love, so that every moment of our lives is spent in love, like Bellarmine spent anything for others. We should remember the great insight of St. Therese of Lisieux and her discovery of her vocation. Therese is a great saint, also a Doctor of the Church (one of 4 women and the youngest and most recent of them all). She is actually my brother's favorite saint, but he's a little jealous that my birthday was the day she was born into heaven, just a couple weeks away.
Anyways, while in the convent, Therese struggled to figure out what exactly she was called to spend her life for. She had such great desires and dreams, yet she felt so ill-equipped to accomplish any of them. She wanted to be a priest bringing people the sacraments, a martyr shedding her blood for Jesus, a missionary bringing new souls into the Church, a doctor of the Church (like Bellarmine) who led many closer to God, and not give up the life of a cloistered nun spending herself in prayer with God and for others.
She searched for her answer using Lectio Divina (praying with Scripture and letting God speak to her, like I just taught you freshmen in religion class last week). She used today's reading, 1 Cor. 12 and 13, she must have spent an hour or more in prayer, and now I will read her from her autobiography called The Story of a Soul.
Therese finds LOVE as the heart of her vocation. The more we become like God, who is Love itself, the greatest good we are to those around us, because Love transforms everything.
God is love. The words can almost be interchanged at any moment. Any love that is worthy of the name is God. So we can look at the words of St. Paul and say: God is patient, God is kind, God is not jealous, inflated, pompous or rude, etc. We could also replace it with "the Father" or "The Son" or "Jesus" or "The Holy Spirit."
But here's the real good one for all of us: because we are called to love, we can use this passage as an Examination of Conscience for us. Fr. Terry is patient. "Am I patient? Am I jealous or rude or pompous?" Maybe these words are too old-fashioned for you, so I thought about some better ways to say it: Do I bash people either in person or behind their backs, or on social media? Do I get mad when something good happens to someone else instead of me? Do I hold grudges? Do I feel hurt when others get more attention than me? Do I always want things to go my way? Do I end up complaining about it? Do I sulk? Do I spread rumors to get back at people? When was the last time I forgave someone? When was the last time I sincerely asked for forgiveness? (that is part of rejoicing with the truth - having the humility to confess it).
Saint Paul talks also about the Old Man vs. New Man. The Old is Adam, earthly and sinful. The New is Jesus, born of God and heavenly, and glorified. We as humans are a work in progress between the Old Man and the New Man. We have all been born into a world of sin, with a confused and corrupted heart that often leads us away from God. But we are also redeemed, or bought back, from those sins by Jesus' death on the cross.
Christ, the New Man, transforms us, if we let Him, into His image. And The Mass is the place for that transformation. Here in the Mass we see that love given, and we receive it in the Eucharist. The Corinthians were scolded harshly by St. Paul precisely because the Mass and the accompanying "Feast of Love" or "Agape meal" became an opportunity for division instead of unity. The struggle goes on today. We all can ask ourselves if we really live out the true meaning of the Mass as well as we should. I think the answer would be yes and no. Yes we are trying, but no, we aren't there perfectly yet.
On our journey to becoming more like Jesus, to being Love like St. Therese, and to being generous servants of the poor like St. Robert Bellarmine, we have to keep remembering who we truly are meant to be: who God has redeemed us to be: the New Adam, Christ Jesus, who is perfectly patient, kind, not jealous, etc. like from 1 Cor. 13. If we don't reaffirm our identity, the devil will sneak in and wedge our sins against us. If we let him remind us of all we've done wrong, we will run and hide from God, and then we will hurt our community and ourselves by holding grudges, being jealous, complaining, and tearing down relationships instead of building the family of Saint Joseph High School.
Here at Mass, we ask God who is love to help us to put our sins and the sins of our neighbor behind us. We lay those sins at the foot of the Cross. If we need to, we return to His loving embrace through the sacrament of Confession. And finally, in this Sacrament of Divine Love, we beg Jesus in the Eucharist to help us to become what we are already but not yet: perfect saints who let Him love the world through us.
As we have the service organizations by the chapel during lunches this week, I think it is important to remember that the word for love in Latin is caritas, charity, and the saint for today, Sept. 17, is a great example of charity. Robert Bellarmine was an important apologist, who explained the faith during the protestant reformation. Buried in Rome where he took care of so many beggars, Bellarmine was known for pawning off even his episcopal ring, and at least twice his own bed mattress in order to give money to the poor around him. His financeer who was in charge of his giving as well, would often complain about things disappearing in the residence such as the drapes, to which St. Robert Bellarmine said "the walls won't catch a cold!" Instead of big decorative graves for his parents, he took care of the needy in their name. Rome called him il nuovo poverello, the new little poor-one, referring to the great Saint Francis (which was actually Robert's middle name and his patron).
But Charity and service are meant to fill up our whole lives: we are called to love, so that every moment of our lives is spent in love, like Bellarmine spent anything for others. We should remember the great insight of St. Therese of Lisieux and her discovery of her vocation. Therese is a great saint, also a Doctor of the Church (one of 4 women and the youngest and most recent of them all). She is actually my brother's favorite saint, but he's a little jealous that my birthday was the day she was born into heaven, just a couple weeks away.
Anyways, while in the convent, Therese struggled to figure out what exactly she was called to spend her life for. She had such great desires and dreams, yet she felt so ill-equipped to accomplish any of them. She wanted to be a priest bringing people the sacraments, a martyr shedding her blood for Jesus, a missionary bringing new souls into the Church, a doctor of the Church (like Bellarmine) who led many closer to God, and not give up the life of a cloistered nun spending herself in prayer with God and for others.
She searched for her answer using Lectio Divina (praying with Scripture and letting God speak to her, like I just taught you freshmen in religion class last week). She used today's reading, 1 Cor. 12 and 13, she must have spent an hour or more in prayer, and now I will read her from her autobiography called The Story of a Soul.
At prayer these desires made me suffer a true martydom. I opened the Epistles of St. Paul to seek some relief. The 12th and 13th chapters of the First Epistle to the Corinthians fell before my eyes. I read, in the first, that not all can be apostles, prophets, and doctors, etc., that the Church is composed of different members, and that the eye cannot also be at the same time the hand.
The answer was clear, but it did not satisfy my desires, it did not give me peace.... Without being discouraged I continued my reading, and this phrase comforted me: “Earnestly desire the more perfect gifts. And I show you a still more excellent way” (1 Cor 12:31). And the Apostle explains how all gifts, even the most perfect, are nothing without Love... that charity is the excellent way that leads surely to God. At last I had found rest.... Considering the mystical Body of the Church, I had not recognized myself in any of the members described by St. Paul, or rather, I wanted to recognize myself in all... Charity gave me the key to my vocation. I understood that if the Church has a body composed of different members, the noblest and most necessary of all the members would not be lacking to her. I understood that the Church has a heart, and that this heart burns with Love. I understood that Love alone makes its members act, that if this Love were to be extinguished, the Apostles would no longer preach the Gospel, the Martyrs would refuse to shed their blood... I understood that Love embraces all vocations, that Love is all things, that it embraces all times and all places... in a word, that it is eternal!
Then in the excess of my delirious joy, I cried out: “O Jesus, my Love, at last I have found my vocation, my vocation is Love!... Yes, I have found my place in the Church, and it is you, O my God, who have given me this place... in the heart of the Church, my Mother, I will be Love!.... Thus I shall be all things: thus my dream shall be realized!!!”
Therese finds LOVE as the heart of her vocation. The more we become like God, who is Love itself, the greatest good we are to those around us, because Love transforms everything.
God is love. The words can almost be interchanged at any moment. Any love that is worthy of the name is God. So we can look at the words of St. Paul and say: God is patient, God is kind, God is not jealous, inflated, pompous or rude, etc. We could also replace it with "the Father" or "The Son" or "Jesus" or "The Holy Spirit."
But here's the real good one for all of us: because we are called to love, we can use this passage as an Examination of Conscience for us. Fr. Terry is patient. "Am I patient? Am I jealous or rude or pompous?" Maybe these words are too old-fashioned for you, so I thought about some better ways to say it: Do I bash people either in person or behind their backs, or on social media? Do I get mad when something good happens to someone else instead of me? Do I hold grudges? Do I feel hurt when others get more attention than me? Do I always want things to go my way? Do I end up complaining about it? Do I sulk? Do I spread rumors to get back at people? When was the last time I forgave someone? When was the last time I sincerely asked for forgiveness? (that is part of rejoicing with the truth - having the humility to confess it).
Saint Paul talks also about the Old Man vs. New Man. The Old is Adam, earthly and sinful. The New is Jesus, born of God and heavenly, and glorified. We as humans are a work in progress between the Old Man and the New Man. We have all been born into a world of sin, with a confused and corrupted heart that often leads us away from God. But we are also redeemed, or bought back, from those sins by Jesus' death on the cross.
Christ, the New Man, transforms us, if we let Him, into His image. And The Mass is the place for that transformation. Here in the Mass we see that love given, and we receive it in the Eucharist. The Corinthians were scolded harshly by St. Paul precisely because the Mass and the accompanying "Feast of Love" or "Agape meal" became an opportunity for division instead of unity. The struggle goes on today. We all can ask ourselves if we really live out the true meaning of the Mass as well as we should. I think the answer would be yes and no. Yes we are trying, but no, we aren't there perfectly yet.
On our journey to becoming more like Jesus, to being Love like St. Therese, and to being generous servants of the poor like St. Robert Bellarmine, we have to keep remembering who we truly are meant to be: who God has redeemed us to be: the New Adam, Christ Jesus, who is perfectly patient, kind, not jealous, etc. like from 1 Cor. 13. If we don't reaffirm our identity, the devil will sneak in and wedge our sins against us. If we let him remind us of all we've done wrong, we will run and hide from God, and then we will hurt our community and ourselves by holding grudges, being jealous, complaining, and tearing down relationships instead of building the family of Saint Joseph High School.
Here at Mass, we ask God who is love to help us to put our sins and the sins of our neighbor behind us. We lay those sins at the foot of the Cross. If we need to, we return to His loving embrace through the sacrament of Confession. And finally, in this Sacrament of Divine Love, we beg Jesus in the Eucharist to help us to become what we are already but not yet: perfect saints who let Him love the world through us.
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