Two types of death. Spiritual death is worse than physical death.
Sin creates this spiritual death, even when it is not serious sin
it can be deadly. For if we do not try
to overcome little faults, then we will fall little by little, into greater
ones.
Acedia – spiritual sloth. “a
sickness of the soul that is expressed in boredom, distaste for prayer,
slackening or abandoning of penitential practices, neglecting the heart, and
indifference towards the sacraments.” (Cardinal Sarah. God or Nothing p237)
No such thing as vacation from your vocation – and all of us have
daily prayer and Sunday Mass as part of our vocation. We may find days to relax during this summer,
but it should never be at the cost of our relationship with God.
I experienced a parallel of this during my pilgrimage. It was hard.
There was serious resistance.
the biggest threat of all gradually takes shape: “the gray
pragmatism of the daily life of the Church, in which all appears to proceed
normally, while in reality faith is wearing down and degenerating into
small-mindedness”.[63] A tomb psychology thus develops and slowly transforms
Christians into mummies in a museum. Disillusioned with reality, with the
Church and with themselves, they experience a constant temptation to cling to a
faint melancholy, lacking in hope, which seizes the heart like “the most precious
of the devil’s potions”.[64] Called to radiate light and communicate life, in
the end they are caught up in things that generate only darkness and inner
weariness, and slowly consume all zeal for the apostolate. For all this, I
repeat: Let us not allow ourselves to be robbed of the joy of evangelization!
Book: The Noonday Devil. (Formed.org)
Joy and Evangelization are the cures to
this spiritual death. Get to know Christ
again, particularly by living your faith.
In the sacraments, Christ reaches us and heals us and brings us
back to life. Confession.
Let us allow ourselves to be met by Christ once more, to be
renewed by Him, and to joyfully respond to His Love by the way we love our
neighbor. Amen.